In Search Of.......

I just kinda "stumbled across" this blog that I forgot I had once again. It happens every few years or so. I start doing some Google housekeeping and realize, "Oh yeah...I actually have a blog I started in 2005!". I guess my first thought should be, "Do people even have blogs any more"? I guess in some form or another, they're still quite prevalent. Whether it be a podcast, or a medium article, or as a guest author on some tech, lifestyle, relationship, etc.-type website.....it's all still blogging, isn't it? I think it's just that now, in 2018, the blogs are more of a "community" effort, rather than a single, personal blog. I guess that's a good thing..... ?  Who knows?! Anyway.....back to me! (Ha! this ain't no place for collaboration! It's a solo gig!). I guess that kinda sums up this update, as it were. 13 years after starting this public diary and I am solo , once again. Although I have to ask myself if thi...

Is There Anything Worth Holding On To? (words & music by the genius, Scott Alan) Lately it seems I've lost inspiration It feels like it's miles away I sleep through the day And cry through the night time I'm caught in an empty space  It takes effort to fight  I don't have the strength  I'm holding on to what's still left of me  When the life you had planned  Slowly slips through your hands  When it feels like you just slept through all  The best years of your life  When you can't find your way  When each day ends the same  When you've lost the fight inside of you  Is there anything worth holding on to?  It's hard to be strong  When weakness is stronger  I'm a prisoner in my own skin  I'm not good on my own  I need to be cared for  Someone to help these days begin  There are dreams I've let die  That I just pushed aside  I need to find out how to turn the dark back into light  Whe...