In Search Of.......

I just noticed this post on my friend Bill's Blog. It's a few months old, but I hadn't noticed it before tonight. It's quite profound, I guess you could say. It's one of those, "Be thankful for what you have, the people who love you, and the life you've been given because you never know when it will all come to an end" type of reminders....and that's one reminder we all need to hear every now and then, I suppose. Lord knows I do..........

How freakin' ridiculous is this ????

So, it's almost 3 in the morning on a Sunday night/Monday morning and I'm looking at this stupid Blog thinking to myself, "What the fuck did you start this for if you're not going to update it regularly......and if/when u do start updating it on a regular basis, are you gonna have the guts to be completely honest about how you're feeling and what you're thinking?" That was my whole intent, I guess. To just use this as a sounding board for myself. Not because I knew anyone else would read it, but because I was hoping that if I were to actually put my thoughts and feelings into words and in print, it might better help me to understand where the hell my head is at! That probably makes no sense at all, but as I sit and type, I'm thinking I should make a golden rule right now for this Blog of mine. And that rule should be that whenever I post an entry to this site, I will NOT ever go back later on and edit the content, or delete the whole post, or change it...