Truth

So here I am again, with the same question I inevitably return to.  What is the point....of anything?  No matter what I go through, no matter how much progress I make, no matter how many thousands of miles I move my entire life, I always end up right back to asking that same damn question.  Clearly I'm making the wrong choices in my life.  Especially with the few people I allow to be in it.

My theme song in my head right now is Janet's "Truth":

How did I get here?

You'd think I'd know what I did

Always worked real hard

Maybe I missed something

I'm not into pointing fingers

Showin' who's right or wrong

I just wanna keep it real

Cause maybe I was doin' fine on my own

Listen:

I had a career before now didn't I

I had lots of friends before now didn't I

And I had my fans before now didn't I

And I had my family before now didn't I

Guess without you

My little life was nothing

But don't sweat it

Let's say we disagree so

Arguing ain't necessary cause

We both have our whole lives left to live

We're both consumed with jealousy

But the truth can set you free

Don't act like you don't know the truth

Cause deep down in your heart you do

Let it go

Ooh child Things are gonna get easier

Ooh child thing will be bright cause

Truth will set you free

Conversations deep

When you talk to yourself

There's no way to cheat

Cause you know you can't be no one else

Won't trip out on disappointment

Cause failure is just not me

Still I gotta do my job

Cause you know my show can't go on without me

Listen:

I had a career before now didn't I

Sold out round the world before now didn't I

I had a few hits before now didn't I

And danced until my feet were sore now didn't I

Guess without you

My little life was nothing

But don't sweat it

Let's say we disagree so

Arguing ain't necessary cause

We both have out whole lives left to live

Guess we're consumed with jealousy

But the truth can set you free

Don't act like you don't know the truth

Cause deep down in your heart you do

Let it go

Ooh child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh child thing will be bright cause

Truth will set you free

It's hard to believe the love between us is over

It's sad to think we couldn't work it out

But how much is enough to pay for this mistake

I Hope your love was sincere

Don't act like you don't know the truth

Cause deep down in your heart you do

Let it go

Ooh child

Things are gonna get easier

Ooh child thing will be bright cause

Truth will set you free

Do you know the truth

Feel it

Live it

Do you know the truth

Trust it

Believe it

Do you know the truth

You want it

And need it

Do you know the truth

To find it

Embrace it

And never let it go